As I caused A Course in Miracles, I really could see that there clearly was a fear of heavenly love within my mind. I realized this was the ego’s anxiety about losing itself. The vanity is scared to be exposed and being seen as a smoke of nothingness. That’s the fear of intimacy. acim talk about this concern in associations, which is sometimes projected as anxiety about sexual intimacy, but it’s actually a concern with falling our character, our mask of individuality. It’s driving a car of getting swept out by a fantastic love, a enjoy so powerful that none of us will even envision anything as fantastic and strong!
For me personally, these are the big strategies, since it doesn’t start off with this great awareness. It always starts with sensation like you have done something amiss, whether you have masturbated, stolen anything, mistreated someone, or there is something in your mind that you have judged as therefore hideous that you never also need to face it, you would like to overlook about it and drive it out of awareness.
Underneath those memories and thoughts, could be the opinion that individuals are separated. This is actually the “secret” we hide. It truly is an impossible belief, but we feel that it’s correct; We’ve judged it as horrible and have sent it out of awareness. All unconscious guilt originates from this belief in separation. And as you truly provide your self to the miracle, you feel dozens of hidden beliefs and techniques are now being washed out and you ultimately experience this hidden opinion in separation!